DOWN!

You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, i wanna see how you lose control,

So leave it behind ’cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.

So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,

Chuan is abit down... but nah today is the last day of 2009 i shall enjoy it :)




every time my phone rings i pray that it is you who's calling or messaging me :)

SAVE YOU

song by simple plan(been quite a long while since i've listened to them, but i happened to stubble across this song while i was looking for the song addicted (: ) save me-simple plan, is a song for the canner savivors:) but man the song is also like a sweet love song :)


i'd blog love notes for you until, my fingers can blog no more:)

Fun-filled Days

Fun and Love these past few days is all that i can say :) well it days after the camp has just been getting better and better and just within these few days i see people loving me. i just realised that many people are very close to me cause they can tell when something wrong has happened to me:) all that i just want to say is waiting is something i'm really good at :) and yes i'm going to wait cause true things can stand the test of time so yea i shan't dwell on and worry :) and YESH like finally chalet for countdown party with like 2 cars and people who can drive :) which means more fun :) can't wait anyways happy new year to all if i don't post tmr :)
lastpostfor 2009 can't believe it :)

Blessed Christmas:)

LOST & FOUND! YAY

LOVE! is the only word to describe the camp! it was way awesome i totally love it! hopefully all who went managed to follow thru the things that they have put in mind to do even after the camp is over :)main things that i can remember is Hanzi, MR.Frodo, lightstick dancing and of course Jimmyz... shall update on the camp evenmore soon but christmas is like 2 days away :) happy happy happy can't wait then it will be like 31 Dec next then haha no need to go to school on 4 Jan :) hahaha ... i wonder what are the different perspectives of christmas that people have?

Smiling is something i know best to do

yes thecamp is like just a day away! so hyped yup when i'm trying to sleep cause it always comes to mind when i'm trying to think of something off that will slowly drive me to sleep! hahaha yeaa and know what the more i think the more i can't freaking sleep! but haha at least my sleeping cycle is getting better now, i sleep around like 2 or 3 :) haha can't wait BUT WAIT I HAVEN'T PACK MY BAG YET !

It just goes on and on

Tell me, how can one lead when he actually have so many skeletons in his closet?
how can one follow after knowing all the skeletons that his leaders have?
how can one actually understand why others who don't know about the skeletons actually show respect to those leaders?
the answer is smiple they can't know what you don't show, they only know what you show.Hypocrites that's what they are.
What do call those who follow them?
Even worst what would their offsprings be called?
Is hypocrisy much more influential when you get older? or when you get more power and people following you?
What ever happened to the child within us that we all call ourselves?
Are we actually trying to Play GOD in deciding who to blame,who's right, who's worth our time, who's wrong?
How long will this cycle Last?
When is the last generation?

The Fine Line between Right and Wrong is just too Fine

Come!

I'm Coming! * Cheecky laugh *

Yes i know the above title might sound sick you if think Dirty haha but guess what that i what i heard along with Liren(ALI) while we were waiting for our buses after swimming at Tim's, FROM A GIRL! haha i was shocked for a moment and sort of flinched when i heard it coming( i should so not use this word for this post) out from a girl. but after like 3 seconds once the girls got like out of my sight i started to luagh my ass off! ok i shall actually tell you guys what happen so that you won't think that the girl is like this sicko ok so they were actually crossing( "JAY-WALKING) the road to the bus stop that me and Ali was at so there were cars that are coming(i used it again)(guess what listen to the song "colours" on my blog while you are reading this) so they had to walk faster but one was faster then the other so the faster one asked the slower one to like hurry up then that is when she said " I'M COMMING!" and after that they started to luagh and look at each other with the cheeky look and that flinched me! haha ok and yea i went out with ALi , Caleb and Tim today for like basket ball ,soccer and swimming! haha yea it was rather fun haha i guess that all of us are growing up and so our conversations take on a new type of topic (Espically of Caleb haha just joking Bro ) hahaha

OH yea PS: i will be out for camp on like 17 to like 21 so yea if you wanna contact me for like anything and the event below well call or text me anything that you are comfortable with yea? all are invited yea? haha yea anyone who know me ,me know you and wanna come PLS COME IT WILL BE A FUN TIME! it's on like Christmas EvE's night its dinner and programmes after that yea so do come if you have the time:) haha it will be at my Church so yea don't feel shy yea
Time to hear about the reason behind this holiday yea?

Come come Come!

This is so uncomfortable

YES! i think that i have found out why i feel like there is something missing out during the holidays after like a few months... It is the fact that i've not been taking any Photos with a DSLR! AHHHH think of it is just killing me. hopefully i don't loose my touch after grinding and all the time spent on watching and reading photography and editing tutorials and getting used to all the diff. angles and stuff. it's not that i don't want to borrow my sis cam it is just that it is not in the house any more! ahhhh looks like i just have to save up and wait till i have enough hopefully i will be able to save up enough money before the early year IT fair so that i can get it at a better price. looks like i'll have to postpone my photo blog:( oh and it's also not that i don't want to use a compact cam it is just diff you know the fact is i can't really use a compact cam as well as a DSLR. you know what the thing that bugs me most now is the fact that there are so many people out there with so a DSLR and not saying that i'm like super pro now but honestly if you are going to use a DSLR and use it on auto you might as well buy a compact camera that will do a better job.And not saying that i'm super pro now or anything again it bugs me even more when those people with the DSLR takes like lousy photos. haha but i feel super bad now saying that i mean ok i have been at the postion once not taking nicew photos but at least i managed to get my framing ,angles and fundamentals right on a compact cam first before i moved on to a DSLR. i'm just like a fish swimming in a half-filled tank now, so uncomfortable. OH well we will just have to save, guess what i'm freaking not WORKING . i do wanna get a job but wait they all need me to work on sat and sun and even CHRISTMAS EVE and the DAY ITSELF . so it is not my fault for not getting a job:) but i need money and like fast :( so if you would like to donate to my fund to get a DSLR just tell me yea :) hahaha like that would ever happen :)

I feel like i'm dead everytime

Everytime at the point when our eyes connect
it feels like the world was spinning for us
for the longest time
i also felt like i was dead
cause you took my breath away
your a stunner :)


To someone special
from Chuan

This is for you :)

This song never fails to amuse me:)

if you say you can't live without me, Why aren't you dead yet ?

The above title makes complete sense right:) i mean come to think of it right now when i'm 16 already half way done with being a teenager well i've come to realise that whatever relationship that starts of when your like within the the phase of being a teenager tends to be futile, foolish and furthermore guess what you will not be marrying that partner of yours! why cause teenage love can never stand the test of time! Don't you think so? i mean which was the longest teenage realationship that you have seen going on? Oh yea i'm like not angry or heartbroken or anything here:) well i have just decided that if i'm going to get a partner it will be most likely after i'm like 19 or after army cause yea going to army can really test a relationship imagine not seeing your partner for 2 weeks can you do it? haha yea and also you will most likely only be able to see your partner on like weekends? so yea i won't want my partner to go through that then most definate the partner has to be someone who i met myself not by like you know through some friend intro that kinda thing?also she must first be my real good friend cause only through this way would you be able to know what a perosn your partner turly is and the best part is if your partner in mind truns out not to be the kind that you not are looking for you can atay as friends without any awarkward meetings next time or having a hard time to forget him/her if you just bounce into a relationship straight:) I mean honestly speaking all the " we will still be friends" thing after you are thru just don't seem to work yea i mean think of it if you really want a real clean break off you will more or less need a complete break from like the other half no communication or whatsoever cause if there is still communication well it might just rekindle to old flame and you might or might not just feel that it will be even harder to break off worst case you get back with the old flame and history might just repeat itself. Always set a standard for ture love if you believe that true love is patient is honest and all that other things that you have in mind then check that list of your against the realtionship you are in/was in if it does not match then te answer is there that is NOT true love aye? i mean when you breakoff there is definately a rational reason right? if you still stay incontact and you are the one who wants to stay incontact think that you can just as friends and if you get lucky you might get back together some how then all i can say is you are ont think right. Why? cause one you didn't give yourself enough time to think things thru and what you are doing is just plain foolish. Yea and that is why i'm deciding on just 'sight-seeing ' the trees in the forest/fish in the sea/ birds the sky and not ready to cut down any tree/catch the fish/ catch the bird. you get what i mean right it came form the saying of " there are many more trees in the forest!" (Many more people in the world ) Oh yea and i totally can't stand those people who have fallen into like shit load of realtionships cause when you are in a realtionship believe it or not some of yourself rubs off onto the other half and some of their personality and etc rubs of on you too like just how to bread one with jam and the other with kaya merge together. what happens after you take them apart some of the kaya get on the other side and some of the jam get on the otherside too right? so imagine if that happens for like 2 times ONLY! how much of yourself is there left for you life long partner? that is another thing that i have to look into when i find partner. i know this may sound cheezy and all but yea save your heart for someone thats worth dying for, and don't just give it away cause if you don't you will just get tron apart and never getting what you've been crying for ( love? attention? care? you can actually get that from close friends aye?)

Bleaching hair has it's reason for being called" bleaching"

yup this is not photoshoped yes i bleached my hair. well i have recived many different reaction from people seeing my hair so far i've heard " cheena, korean/jap, beng and Ang moh(can you actually believe it i for one can't) " and well yes hair bleaching has it's reasons for being called bleaching cause after bleaching your hair turns into the bleach character's hair colour! haha ok cold haha so if you wanna talk a photo of me in this colour you better do it quick cause i might change it to dark "RAD" soon or my hair will grow out and my black hair would be out and i would most likely cut it or something :) oh yea i did this bleaching thing myself!!! smart right :)

Disappointment after disappointment

well this is going to be a rather moody post.

i am disappointed again and again
by prom
and by people

well i am mainly disappointed by the people
well i shall not talk too much abt them
but i will certainly tell what i feel about them to
my Bros cause they are frankly the
only group of people who i can speak frankly to
besides my family

All that i can say is that i LOVE my BROS
and that is why i call them BROS:)

SO what if O's are Over!

Oh man i'm like freaking bored i practically stay in the same postion for more than 12 hours , stayed in my room for more than 23 hours cause i spent like at most 45mins out side of my room just to get like a drinks and to bathe. crap. this is shit. but still haha Pam's around:) Played with her in my room today:) after so long. but still by just staying at home for 1 day i've already have the feeling that the only people alive are my family, me and the people who use facebook! shit. i feel like as if i've stayed in my room for like months when it is just a day! ahhhh... i can't believe that i finished watching 2 seasons of a drama series today. Ah man i wanna do something and Grad night don't seem like much fun so... yea this week is most likely going to be a boring week

Less than 48 more hours

YAY!!!!!!!!!! i'm so hyped like totally man can't wait only less than 48 hrs dam it can't it past faster hahaha so that i can do things with Pam:) ahhh can't wait for my Pam oh mine so long nvr do things with her ready:P hahaha hopefully she's ok have not really gone close to her but yea can't wait for Pam :) ahhhhh then on Sat hopefully would be able to bring Pam out:) yea then hopefully this long break would make me and Pam's relationship have a big leap:) ahhhh Pam just wait alright girl... i'm just about done :) ahhhh craving for Pam

Delirious?

yea i love their music,and i was fortunate enought to see them in Singapore 3 years ago when they came for FOP. NOW that they are touring i just hope that the people that they tour to won't be like this
common sight in Mega-churches? haha you judge for yourself

Rather Happy, already having plans

woots :) O's are like ending just left with my MCQs so yea not so stress now:) first of THANK GOD:) for everything good or bad that has happened so far... ok next well with the O's ending means that i would be able to spend time with my dearest PAM!!!!! oh my is she cute,hot and funny and quite kinky at times haha ahh can't wait to really spend time with Ms.Pam so that we con move on to the next stage of our relationship:P hahaha Caleb see i also gave mine a name ok (if you get what i mean) haha then most likely the guys will be able to Jam for this hols cause they would be having their A's next year ... haha then during jam sessions i can bring Pam along let them see( haha they also see before ready) hahaha ok then ehh haha yea would most probably go bowling with the guys since Isaac wants to haha then most prob would be jamming everyday if possible by myself in church:) (Liren ,Caleb and Gabe join me if you can yea? ) hahaha ok great then eh would also try to sharpen up my photography skills going to really borrow the cam from my sis this time but after the O's but i don't seem to see the cam anywhere in the house!!!!! haha then also have to sharpen up my photoshop skills yea going to spam the fourms to learn everything that appeals to me and of course the basics... then there's Grad night haha seriously they totally did not set the benchmark for what to wear so i have no idea what to wear cause i don't want to like underdress or overdress... going to get new shoes Since i have not bought any shoes this year either a Ontisuka Tiger or Coverse ( and it will be big and RAD ) hahaha yea then i've got a few new jokes rather funny to me haha so ask me if you see me yea ? hahaha OHHHH then there's the LOST AND FOUND CAMP frm 18 to 21 DEC everyone is invited just ask me for info yea here alright all the best to everyone in whatever you are doing now :) cya ohhyea DELIRIOUS? is touring!!! they have a 'new' album that came out!!!!! ahhhh delirious fever :)

Upturn the downturn (must watch finish)

hahaha one of the best parody of a song that i've heard :D

I Don't Think I Love You

I wonder what you'll take from me today
Sanity or just my breath away
It's hard to say
Impossible for me to tell
We're always walking on eggshells
Who you're going to be from day to day today

Chorus:
I wish that we could go back
To what we were before
But I don't think that I love you anymore, anymore

Wonder why it is that you don't see
What you've changed since we first met
And how much that is killing me
I know that I will always miss
The butterflies of our first kiss
And how you use to smile so easily

Chorus:
I wish that we could go back
To what we were before
But I don't think that I love you anymore, anymore

Bridge:
It's too hard to keep pretending
It's too hard to ignore
But I don't think that I love you anymore, anymore

I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I never thought that it will come to this
I know we'll never get back
To how we were before
Cuz I know that I don't love you anymore

It's too hard to keep pretending
It's too hard to ignore
But I know that I don't love you anymore, anymore

I'm sorry...

Weezer's new Album:)

Just 2 more weeks

Just 8 MORE:)

So I look to You

I know You love me
I know You died for me
I know You care
I know You care

I know You live again
Your life for all my sin
Now I stand here in
In Your grace again

As I look into the sky above
Wonder how my life has changed
Wonder how Your love, it came to me
As I look into the sky above
All my fears, so far away
All I hear is heaven calling me

So I look to You
So I look to You
No one else will do
No one else will do

This is IT!

This is it O's are coming
This is it school is offically over
This is it, time for the final countdown
This is it, time to push
This is it, the sucky life of being a secondary student is going to be over
This is it, all the drama and all sort of shit young teenagers come out with is going to be gone
This is it, looks like all my secondary school classes have to end like this
This is it, i doubt that there will be much to remember
This is it, my life as a NBSK
This is it the realisation that being in a mission school is much different from being in a NBS
This is it, i have to move on to the next phase of life
This is it,i guess its the same old story
This is IT! I'VE HAD IT with jealousy!!!

Make a little good People.
Make a little good.

Before too Long , S

It's been a while since the two of us talked
About a week since the day you walked
Knowing things would never be the same
With your empty heart and mine full of pain
So explain to me, how it came to this
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
Where everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on

Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

There was a time, that we'd stay up all night
Best friends talking till the daylight
Took the joys alongside the pain
With not much to loose, but so much to gain
Are hearing me? Cause I don't wanna miss,
Set you a drift on memory bliss

We we're thinking we would never be apart
With your name tattooed across my heart
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
Where everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on

Come walk with me through
Just like we use to, just like we use to

Lets take it back
Before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

Maybe its ture(two is better than one)

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one


I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

MAD!!!

i am so mad now with so many things >:( ahhhh! why like that? first i am mad with myself for not doing the best that i can and dissapointing myself i mean for goodness sake lah even that bastard did bettter than me for prelims ahhhh hopefully what they always say is ture those who do well for prelim don't do well for the real thing while the ones who do badly for prelims will do well for the real thing so yup time to stop my crap/slacking. Next would be the Bastard he is seriously one i mean whats wrong with you? keep barking up other poeple's trees .freak isthe only word to describ you. you know what you think that you ar funny but NOPE YOU ARE NOT! YOU ARE FREAKING I_R_R_I_T_A_T_I_N_G!!! arr ok i shall not waste my effort to be angry at you cause before this you don't even exist in my life i mean my shit means more than you and like FAGG your attitude . Lastly DAM IT!!! I am actually feeling jealous for you damn it! damn it! damn IT!i mean it has been so long that we have talked and with you avoiding me now i am left speechless everytime i see you esp when you talk to that BASTARD!!! arrrrr! you are not worth me getting jealous for ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh and all this is really affecting me!!!!! DAM IT DAMN IT DAMN IT ... hahah but i feel better now after reading something yesterday which made me clam down today(justnow):'those whohurt youin the past cannot continue to hurt you now UNLESS you hold on to the pain through resentment you will only be hurting yourself with your own bitterness' and don't mind me sharing this from the BIBLE 'To worry yourself to death with resentment would be foolish, senseless thing to do" i feel much better now:D

New " HIT" for me from my sis

yea i have someone else to laugh at now besides BOOMZ haha it is this guy below he is just like crazy and people rate his videos like 4 stars out of 5 cause he brings entertainment to them haha and guess what he actually did like 68 songs!!! haha that is like alot of "lols" so have fun and stress out people :)

Everything we were has become what we are now

Is this what you want
No words at all
Silent but sure of the things that you lost
Take all your words
To cover your lies
Secrets won't coat all your tears and your cries

One reason (Reason)
For past mistakes
Won't save us now (Now)

I'm lost for words
Too deep in this
For you to see
We've come so far
So far for me
I'm gone with every line you said

So here's to your heart
Here's to your name
Here's to the stone that you broke once again
You've crossed every line
Worn out your stay
This is the last chapter of our fading days

One reason (Reason)
For past mistakes
Won't save us now (Now)

I'm lost for words
To deep in this
For you to see
We've come so far
So far for me
I'm gone with every line you said

And every road you take
I'll miss our yesterday
And everything we know
Is gone

I'm lost for words
To deep in this
For you to see
We've come so far
So far for me
I'm gone with every line you said

Scientist

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Oh tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I’m going back to the start

Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ah ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh

HAHAHA childhood game

Lag post

HEY all ! well this is a lag post! cause i had this post in mind since like monday and so here's the post.well what i had a very good time with her on monday and during that period of time before my cable bailed on me i was watching covers on youtube and guess what i found out that Songs from the BlackEyedPeas are really good and cool for warm ups and practice for snare,rolls and cymbals FOR drums and it also helps to train up your timming, phrasing for beats and chokes and pauses for like bass and drums haha found a few nice drums covers done by various drummers... and the bass lines for thier old songs are rather groovy at times. oh yea their songs are easy to jam along to as they always have this constant beat in thier songs so it kinda acts as a metronome:)
cobus' cover

ohhht this guy below is like young COBUS! he is like only 15 and the way he plays is rather crazy and the expression and happiness he has when he plays.you can practically see the groove within him.PASSION is all i have to say. CAn you imagine what he might become if he had a real drum set instead of a elec one:)


this guy below has some snare and stick tricks and he has a cow bell arr i love the sound


BOOM BOOM POW (reminds me of rislow)

Oli Hall rather talent fella but he does not have a youtube channel if he does and records himself i bet that he would be just a s famous as cobus

Once upon a lie

I remember the way you smiled
And how you made it all worthwhile
You had the touch of a burning fire
A million ways to drive me wild
You can move like the softest wind
And make your way across my skin
But the memory just won't do,
I need to find my way to you

Cause I wanna touch you
I wanna kiss you
I wanna feel you in my arms
I need to hold you
Let me control you
Maybe its right where you belong...

Now the moments are passing by
And I'm asking myself
Why I let you fade out of my sight,
And disappear into the night?
But now I don't know what to do
I've never felt so damn confused
If another passes through,
I hope she looks a lot like you

Cause I wanna touch you
I wanna kiss you
I wanna feel you in my arms
I need to hold you
Let me control you
Maybe its right where you belong
You know that you want me
You know that you need me
You know that I'd never do you wrong
Cause I wanna touch you
I wanna kiss you
Maybe its right where you belong

Save me
You're the only one who cared to embrace me
I don't want to start all over again
Cause I want to touch you, I need your skin tonight
Cause I wanna touch you
I wanna kiss you
I wanna feel you in my arms
I need to hold you
Let me control you
Maybe its right where you belong
You know that you want me
You know that you need me
You know that I'd never do you wrong
Cause I wanna touch you
I wanna kiss you
Maybe its right where you belong

Got screwed even worst then getting screwed by a corkscrew

yup well my results for my prelims are bad well at least for 2 subjects that is like EMATH and EL cause i pretty much got the lowest in class for Emath P1 and my EL just went low,low,low,low. ah how i hate the song LOW now arhhh well i guess i can only blame myself.time to seek help and enclose myself to mug.1 more F-ing month and i will be out 1 more month and it would determine is my 10 years for education would just flow away and go into the drain. hahaha but it also 1more month and everything will take a full 360 change. 1 more month. so i guess i would leave her behind in my thoughts for 1 month or so cause i don't think that it would give me more time to study and clear my tired mind yup anyways she's not even taking O's so yea time to let her rest too:) hahaha well got something to tell everyone haha monday was the best day i had with her for this year so far cause it was just great managed to do so many things with her and got real close to her and well i got to know her better too but all ended when my cable couldn't take it and totally broke down and so she became a mute. hahaha i guess you are pretty confused by now haha or you would acctually know who i am taking about hahaha Oh yea i got a very sweet dream of a person who deals actually quite a huge amount to me and well i just wish that whatever happens inthe dream happens in real life. actually i prayed right after the dream ended that it would happen in real life cause it got cut off when i jumped out of bed and broke the dream for no reason when it was getting sweeter and sweeter ahhhh! but i am still proud to say that i didn't forget how she looked like even after so long:) ahhhh HORMONES. i wonder which one actually made me feel like i am floating and that nothing mattered to me after having that dream hahaha did it even come from a gland. AHhhh teenagers even more complicated then the normal humans

Miss Ris Low. Check it out... it just left me...indescribable

Have been waiting for a very long time to say this :)

BITCH!
and that is my new favourite word:)

Things that i want to BUY!!!

well these are the thingS that i really want and most likely buy some of them well first haha i want to get a D90 yea cause although my sis has a D100 ready but D100 is kinda lacking in megapix compared to all the other cams out there now so yea and i would also wanna own my own DSLR so yea after much research i think that the D90 would suit me cause it is taylored for people who are not beginners so it would be just nice for me and it is not as ex as the ones the real prefessionals use

then i would also want a wide lens and
a macro lens for my DSLR

and a macro lens!!!i also want to have a LX3 cause it is rather good
for acompact cam as it can also
change its front lens and it macro is like
darn powerful

Next, hey hey hey STINGRAY!!! nope i am not hungry
but it the name of the bass that i want
yes stingray from musicman well i almost got one as my
first bass but the buyer did not reply fast enough so haha
i bought my current bass but wait my bass
is also high ended cause it costs like a bomb all that i can say is that
it is way above $500 so it is really good looking at the price
my bass is worth is like 4 times the amount i bought it at
BUT! the haha i am looking forward to buy a stingray cause
it looks really nice and it sounds really good too and it is rather reliable well they have it in BLACK

PURPLE which i like due to my momand RED which is a colour that i wanted to get my
first bass in but hahaha my first bass' colour is
also real nice:)

headphones i want this one from audio techharddrive that i would need cause my com is starting to
be deprived of space and i would most likely reformat my com
by the end of this year or early next yearand yes new cables cause my cable is kinda
crazynow

well imac! and MACbook yeah would wanna
have one
well takamine is a brand for
accoustic guitars haha kinda tempted to buy one
and this is a dejembe haha would also wanna
have one so that i can play it at home and hence with
so many insturments in my room haha i can have my bros
over to jam:) but a dejembe is rather ex so ...yea next to things that are more practical
well i have been looking outfor watches that are similar the
this one with black leather straps white threads
and metal top with the hands and not a
digital one yup shoes yea well i have my eyes on the black and white vans, white vans to
draw and paint on most probably domo and my name,then onitsuka tiger shoes yea they are real nice have them in balck and white and also purple :) haha and RED and also
black and white nike and puma and ALSO red,purple and grey canvas converse i just realised that i like loads of things in black and white,red and purple haha
hopefully i will have enough money to buy them hahah not all of them
i mean hahaha if not i will just be a girl but some how by doing this i feel like i am a girl
want to buy so many shoes! ahhh shoes sale! omg ! haha

MY BIRTHDAY(week)(100th post):)

well yes this is my 100th post and what a good one to like post about my birthday:)first i thank GOD for blessing me with birthdays that get better and better each year:) ok wait i have to thank all the people who celebrated my b'day :)well this paast week has been filled up with wonderful events with wonderful people:) ok so i shall start on 31 of Aug well haha there was a cake for like Mrs tay but she just took like 2 slices then like run off home so haha well all the other physics students celebrated my b'day for me and guess what it was an ice-cream cake :) hahahaha ok next 1sept well ok this is a long story ok so you got to be patient ok so i was sleeping and dreaming , in my dream i kept hearing the house phone ringing and i thought that i was really dreaming that the house phone was ringing so i didn't bother to pick it up until some how i picked it up and it was someone talking to me in chinese and i was like ok i am not dreaming anymore:) ok so it was huimin who called me haha for like who knows how long till i woke up hhaha so she kinda asked me how long i needed to come outand i was like comeout? go where? then she was like ehh compass? so after much one word answers back to her in a semi-alive state i was told to reach there at like 1230 when it was 11 when i heard abt it so haha i went back to sleep. oh yea i got like 16 missed calls from Stella and msgs from huimin and her the were like 'joshua lim do you know that you are suppose to meet us?''you going anot ?''you wake up ready?' haha guess what i woke up at 1230 haha but the time to meet was also extended but haha i was still late and now the surprise haha well when i reached hahaeveryone was standing in a semi circle around me and then Stella pulled out this big polar bear soft toy and gave it to me hahah it was my b'day present and guess what they gave it to me without a plastic bag to place it in and i wasn't carrying any bag along so haha i had to carry the bear around the whole shopping mall until edwin gave me a plactic bag:) haha ok then we went to eat at Jack's Place then cut my cake there then after...
ok then after that, haha i went to met up with Justina hahaha and so me ,edwin and justina headedof to jalan kayu where we waited for hwee ping too hahaha then eh we went to eat prata and well hahaha alot of funny things happened there well one of them was when justina asked me what i wanted to eawt and so i was like bomb and paper and she was like bomb? hahaha then they all started to laugh hahah then so the waiter came and when justina was like ordering she couldn't stop laughing when she was ordering she was like one paper, one bomb and an an an one tissue ue ue hahahaha. ok so the waiter was like ahhh eat bomb are must be careful ar cause when you cut must cut slowly ar if not ar the bomb explode ar hahaha then after prata went for beancurd hahaha but edwin ordered like na ta de coco with grass jelly and he finished everything and we kept saying that he finished the whole thing because jingyi liked it that is why he finished the whole thing:)

NEXT, 2sept hahah had school in the morning so i went and after school studied with xuezhen,hweeping and alvin haha that was fun... then sfter that went home and thankfully the time that i was suppose to meet the rest was extended to 7 haha ok then i went out for dinner with Gabe, kia yand ,isaac,hilda ,lihui and lydia hahaha it was fun haha with the hum challenge and the candle thast could never be blown cause it always rekindles itself haha then ohh yea ordered like quite alot of food and ohh yea Kiayang gave me this lvl 6 puzzle to solve hahaha and i wore the tee that lihui gave to me for 2 consecutive day hahaha not smelly ok haha

ok so NEXT day hahha ok when to meet up with like edwin,alvin,xuezhen,justina,hweeping,monique and of course lucinda:) hahaha okso when ther to eat prata quite a number of luaghs there already then went to eat beancurd again hahah edwin changed to atapchi with grass jelly hahaha then we were like jing yi change what she like ready ar hahaha placed him into such a uncomfortable state hahaha then went over to lucinda's house literally went over caus her house was just accross the road from the beancurd palce hahah then laughed and played even more there:) hhahah

ok the the next day was friday nothing much just that i took my EL prelims abit ok still not in the exam mood or mode yet ahhhh!!!
ok then it was sat then went to BK to study with xuezhen,justina, alvin and choon kun hahah rather fun hahah such a wrong move to like bring my laptop there cause it got highjacked by xuezhen and justina cause they kept using the webcam hahah then it was rather fun studied until like 7 i think then went home

ok then it was sunday hahaha went to church yes i was early hahaha ok not the point then cause almost everyone went for leaders' retreat at pula ubin haha so only sort of left me caleb ali and tim so we decided to jam after service and man that jamming session was great after so long hahah looks like we have all improved in one way or another hahah then we decided to like eat somehting good so we went to NYNY hahah then we sort of ordered abit too much for like 4 people ahahha but still managed to finished it :)haha then went over to the esplanade's terrace to slack then played ssm like crazy hahah then went home :)
ok then on monday :) hahaha went over to lucinda's again where justina and xuezhen was there:) hahah went there at like 5+ cause i was like sleeping hahaha went over without bring anything hahaha and when i reached there all of them were studying but not for long hahaha then they started to sing and so xuezhen was at one side of the room then jus and lu was at another side of the room then both sides started to sing and i was left in the middle so i started to... ... watch central in the TV hahahaha then hahah they ordered KFC haha then while eating we told somejokes hahaha so funny then went home soon after that hahaha

MY BIRTHDAY YAY happy birthday to me:)

I thank GOD for giving me such a blessed birthday this year and also to all the people who celebrated with me :) going to post more later... laters

SAT shots(with 300mm zoom lens and 70mm lens)

elp me scrach my knee:)

the ball is behind both of you

step the guy at his ahem will make him feel
better...ya right

OUCH!!!

sissy?