MAD!!!

i am so mad now with so many things >:( ahhhh! why like that? first i am mad with myself for not doing the best that i can and dissapointing myself i mean for goodness sake lah even that bastard did bettter than me for prelims ahhhh hopefully what they always say is ture those who do well for prelim don't do well for the real thing while the ones who do badly for prelims will do well for the real thing so yup time to stop my crap/slacking. Next would be the Bastard he is seriously one i mean whats wrong with you? keep barking up other poeple's trees .freak isthe only word to describ you. you know what you think that you ar funny but NOPE YOU ARE NOT! YOU ARE FREAKING I_R_R_I_T_A_T_I_N_G!!! arr ok i shall not waste my effort to be angry at you cause before this you don't even exist in my life i mean my shit means more than you and like FAGG your attitude . Lastly DAM IT!!! I am actually feeling jealous for you damn it! damn it! damn IT!i mean it has been so long that we have talked and with you avoiding me now i am left speechless everytime i see you esp when you talk to that BASTARD!!! arrrrr! you are not worth me getting jealous for ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh and all this is really affecting me!!!!! DAM IT DAMN IT DAMN IT ... hahah but i feel better now after reading something yesterday which made me clam down today(justnow):'those whohurt youin the past cannot continue to hurt you now UNLESS you hold on to the pain through resentment you will only be hurting yourself with your own bitterness' and don't mind me sharing this from the BIBLE 'To worry yourself to death with resentment would be foolish, senseless thing to do" i feel much better now:D