:) :S :( ;) :O :D

:) alright time for an update. well eh CNY was pretty much the same hahaha just that there is like much more cameras all around( lazy to explain). Started work, which i like killer! dam shit! have been standing for like 42 hours ? ready. hahaha but my legs got used to it on the third day. Tmr will be my last day. Working in the afternoon so hahaha not going for Cell :P hahaha! its not my fault but they placed my off today, which is on sat. so yea i thought that i will be working today but sigh who knows.

Maybe its just part of growing up but yea i guess the world is not as pretty as i imagined it to be.People just don't turn out to be what you had in mind of what kind of person they are, then again i guess we will just go along with the flow and get used to it eh?
WELL on a lighter note i thank GOD for family :) i've got to say that i've got super supportive parents. From knowing that i'm a whole different child from my sis, to supporting me in almost everything i do and even to just keep asking me if i'm doing fine :)

I guess New Year means new things right ? hahaha ! WELL!!! I'm a BAND ! yup well it started of with just me and Darren. hahaha but being Darren he pulled in place 3 more people and now we are a 5 piece band. We are Called Ease the Pain. Well its pretty much going to be a new ball game for me considering that while jamming with the brothers we only did mainly pop/ rock songs. well in Ease the Pain we are going towards post-Hardcore (w/o screaming ) hahaha ! yea hopefully i'll be able to manage through this year with all the stuff that i have to handle. :)

Ps: we are looking for a keyboardist and yea we've got both a group and fan page on FB and our Myspace will be up soon in March...

ITs not the best but it allows me to pull off a smile

i'm going to avoid/procrastinate you in my thoughts /pretend not to care abt things abt you cause i can hardly pull off a smile this few days. ITS really tiring being on the giving side, when you dont know where the 'things' you give go to. I really need a clear sign !!!

I am FIT

I AM IN SHAPE, ROUND IS A SHAPE :P
(that was from crystal )

:S

LOOKS LIKE MY FEELINGS ARE REALLY STIRRED UP THIS TIME ( it gets more and more each time )

I've got a Tender Heart

Don't turn away
I'll Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don't be afraid

Just keep remembering me, you got my heart
When you fall apart
I'll Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard
For the Belle of the Ah Chuan's Heart

TIK TOK parody

Do you Think so TOO?

i happen to be stumbling along many people who, got together with their " ohh so in loved- one " althought knowing that it is totally not going to work but some how being stubborn they lie to themselves that there could be a way and just went ahead to throw their whole being into concentrating on that particular " ohhh so loved-one " , who turns out just to a/another Heartbreak ! Don't you think that it is kinda a Loser thing to do? seriously i've this happen too many times and GUESS WHAT! I still feel sad for them but for them being so ignorant/stubborn

I guess that is why everyone wants to be a winner.

its 1111 now :)

yeaits 1111 pm now... ok i guess its over its 1113 now. well honestly these few days i have been thinking even MORE so yea i have come to a few conclusions and i shall share them :) hahaha! 1) Feelings and emotions are 2 different things ; cause feelings are involuntary while emotions are sort of caused becasue there is a reason of you to feel that way. ok i shall give examples you know how you feel hungry, how you feel tired, how you feel hot, well more or less you will have to experience all this cause they are sort of like things that you cannot control... while for emotions like you feel jealous cause there is a reason/thing that can be controled that made actually made you feel that way right :) .... AHH don't feel like explainning anymore

If there was a "NIAN" it probably ran away casue ... :P hahaha!

Chinese Lady GAGA or just Eng to Chinese lyrics fail( joking lah )
this is so funny and just nice the lunar new year is coming :P