DOWN!

You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show, i wanna see how you lose control,

So leave it behind ’cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.

So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
You’ll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Down, Down,

Chuan is abit down... but nah today is the last day of 2009 i shall enjoy it :)




every time my phone rings i pray that it is you who's calling or messaging me :)

SAVE YOU

song by simple plan(been quite a long while since i've listened to them, but i happened to stubble across this song while i was looking for the song addicted (: ) save me-simple plan, is a song for the canner savivors:) but man the song is also like a sweet love song :)


i'd blog love notes for you until, my fingers can blog no more:)

Fun-filled Days

Fun and Love these past few days is all that i can say :) well it days after the camp has just been getting better and better and just within these few days i see people loving me. i just realised that many people are very close to me cause they can tell when something wrong has happened to me:) all that i just want to say is waiting is something i'm really good at :) and yes i'm going to wait cause true things can stand the test of time so yea i shan't dwell on and worry :) and YESH like finally chalet for countdown party with like 2 cars and people who can drive :) which means more fun :) can't wait anyways happy new year to all if i don't post tmr :)
lastpostfor 2009 can't believe it :)

Blessed Christmas:)

LOST & FOUND! YAY

LOVE! is the only word to describe the camp! it was way awesome i totally love it! hopefully all who went managed to follow thru the things that they have put in mind to do even after the camp is over :)main things that i can remember is Hanzi, MR.Frodo, lightstick dancing and of course Jimmyz... shall update on the camp evenmore soon but christmas is like 2 days away :) happy happy happy can't wait then it will be like 31 Dec next then haha no need to go to school on 4 Jan :) hahaha ... i wonder what are the different perspectives of christmas that people have?

Smiling is something i know best to do

yes thecamp is like just a day away! so hyped yup when i'm trying to sleep cause it always comes to mind when i'm trying to think of something off that will slowly drive me to sleep! hahaha yeaa and know what the more i think the more i can't freaking sleep! but haha at least my sleeping cycle is getting better now, i sleep around like 2 or 3 :) haha can't wait BUT WAIT I HAVEN'T PACK MY BAG YET !

It just goes on and on

Tell me, how can one lead when he actually have so many skeletons in his closet?
how can one follow after knowing all the skeletons that his leaders have?
how can one actually understand why others who don't know about the skeletons actually show respect to those leaders?
the answer is smiple they can't know what you don't show, they only know what you show.Hypocrites that's what they are.
What do call those who follow them?
Even worst what would their offsprings be called?
Is hypocrisy much more influential when you get older? or when you get more power and people following you?
What ever happened to the child within us that we all call ourselves?
Are we actually trying to Play GOD in deciding who to blame,who's right, who's worth our time, who's wrong?
How long will this cycle Last?
When is the last generation?

The Fine Line between Right and Wrong is just too Fine

Come!

I'm Coming! * Cheecky laugh *

Yes i know the above title might sound sick you if think Dirty haha but guess what that i what i heard along with Liren(ALI) while we were waiting for our buses after swimming at Tim's, FROM A GIRL! haha i was shocked for a moment and sort of flinched when i heard it coming( i should so not use this word for this post) out from a girl. but after like 3 seconds once the girls got like out of my sight i started to luagh my ass off! ok i shall actually tell you guys what happen so that you won't think that the girl is like this sicko ok so they were actually crossing( "JAY-WALKING) the road to the bus stop that me and Ali was at so there were cars that are coming(i used it again)(guess what listen to the song "colours" on my blog while you are reading this) so they had to walk faster but one was faster then the other so the faster one asked the slower one to like hurry up then that is when she said " I'M COMMING!" and after that they started to luagh and look at each other with the cheeky look and that flinched me! haha ok and yea i went out with ALi , Caleb and Tim today for like basket ball ,soccer and swimming! haha yea it was rather fun haha i guess that all of us are growing up and so our conversations take on a new type of topic (Espically of Caleb haha just joking Bro ) hahaha

OH yea PS: i will be out for camp on like 17 to like 21 so yea if you wanna contact me for like anything and the event below well call or text me anything that you are comfortable with yea? all are invited yea? haha yea anyone who know me ,me know you and wanna come PLS COME IT WILL BE A FUN TIME! it's on like Christmas EvE's night its dinner and programmes after that yea so do come if you have the time:) haha it will be at my Church so yea don't feel shy yea
Time to hear about the reason behind this holiday yea?

Come come Come!

This is so uncomfortable

YES! i think that i have found out why i feel like there is something missing out during the holidays after like a few months... It is the fact that i've not been taking any Photos with a DSLR! AHHHH think of it is just killing me. hopefully i don't loose my touch after grinding and all the time spent on watching and reading photography and editing tutorials and getting used to all the diff. angles and stuff. it's not that i don't want to borrow my sis cam it is just that it is not in the house any more! ahhhh looks like i just have to save up and wait till i have enough hopefully i will be able to save up enough money before the early year IT fair so that i can get it at a better price. looks like i'll have to postpone my photo blog:( oh and it's also not that i don't want to use a compact cam it is just diff you know the fact is i can't really use a compact cam as well as a DSLR. you know what the thing that bugs me most now is the fact that there are so many people out there with so a DSLR and not saying that i'm like super pro now but honestly if you are going to use a DSLR and use it on auto you might as well buy a compact camera that will do a better job.And not saying that i'm super pro now or anything again it bugs me even more when those people with the DSLR takes like lousy photos. haha but i feel super bad now saying that i mean ok i have been at the postion once not taking nicew photos but at least i managed to get my framing ,angles and fundamentals right on a compact cam first before i moved on to a DSLR. i'm just like a fish swimming in a half-filled tank now, so uncomfortable. OH well we will just have to save, guess what i'm freaking not WORKING . i do wanna get a job but wait they all need me to work on sat and sun and even CHRISTMAS EVE and the DAY ITSELF . so it is not my fault for not getting a job:) but i need money and like fast :( so if you would like to donate to my fund to get a DSLR just tell me yea :) hahaha like that would ever happen :)

I feel like i'm dead everytime

Everytime at the point when our eyes connect
it feels like the world was spinning for us
for the longest time
i also felt like i was dead
cause you took my breath away
your a stunner :)


To someone special
from Chuan

This is for you :)

This song never fails to amuse me:)

if you say you can't live without me, Why aren't you dead yet ?

The above title makes complete sense right:) i mean come to think of it right now when i'm 16 already half way done with being a teenager well i've come to realise that whatever relationship that starts of when your like within the the phase of being a teenager tends to be futile, foolish and furthermore guess what you will not be marrying that partner of yours! why cause teenage love can never stand the test of time! Don't you think so? i mean which was the longest teenage realationship that you have seen going on? Oh yea i'm like not angry or heartbroken or anything here:) well i have just decided that if i'm going to get a partner it will be most likely after i'm like 19 or after army cause yea going to army can really test a relationship imagine not seeing your partner for 2 weeks can you do it? haha yea and also you will most likely only be able to see your partner on like weekends? so yea i won't want my partner to go through that then most definate the partner has to be someone who i met myself not by like you know through some friend intro that kinda thing?also she must first be my real good friend cause only through this way would you be able to know what a perosn your partner turly is and the best part is if your partner in mind truns out not to be the kind that you not are looking for you can atay as friends without any awarkward meetings next time or having a hard time to forget him/her if you just bounce into a relationship straight:) I mean honestly speaking all the " we will still be friends" thing after you are thru just don't seem to work yea i mean think of it if you really want a real clean break off you will more or less need a complete break from like the other half no communication or whatsoever cause if there is still communication well it might just rekindle to old flame and you might or might not just feel that it will be even harder to break off worst case you get back with the old flame and history might just repeat itself. Always set a standard for ture love if you believe that true love is patient is honest and all that other things that you have in mind then check that list of your against the realtionship you are in/was in if it does not match then te answer is there that is NOT true love aye? i mean when you breakoff there is definately a rational reason right? if you still stay incontact and you are the one who wants to stay incontact think that you can just as friends and if you get lucky you might get back together some how then all i can say is you are ont think right. Why? cause one you didn't give yourself enough time to think things thru and what you are doing is just plain foolish. Yea and that is why i'm deciding on just 'sight-seeing ' the trees in the forest/fish in the sea/ birds the sky and not ready to cut down any tree/catch the fish/ catch the bird. you get what i mean right it came form the saying of " there are many more trees in the forest!" (Many more people in the world ) Oh yea and i totally can't stand those people who have fallen into like shit load of realtionships cause when you are in a realtionship believe it or not some of yourself rubs off onto the other half and some of their personality and etc rubs of on you too like just how to bread one with jam and the other with kaya merge together. what happens after you take them apart some of the kaya get on the other side and some of the jam get on the otherside too right? so imagine if that happens for like 2 times ONLY! how much of yourself is there left for you life long partner? that is another thing that i have to look into when i find partner. i know this may sound cheezy and all but yea save your heart for someone thats worth dying for, and don't just give it away cause if you don't you will just get tron apart and never getting what you've been crying for ( love? attention? care? you can actually get that from close friends aye?)