if you say you can't live without me, Why aren't you dead yet ?

The above title makes complete sense right:) i mean come to think of it right now when i'm 16 already half way done with being a teenager well i've come to realise that whatever relationship that starts of when your like within the the phase of being a teenager tends to be futile, foolish and furthermore guess what you will not be marrying that partner of yours! why cause teenage love can never stand the test of time! Don't you think so? i mean which was the longest teenage realationship that you have seen going on? Oh yea i'm like not angry or heartbroken or anything here:) well i have just decided that if i'm going to get a partner it will be most likely after i'm like 19 or after army cause yea going to army can really test a relationship imagine not seeing your partner for 2 weeks can you do it? haha yea and also you will most likely only be able to see your partner on like weekends? so yea i won't want my partner to go through that then most definate the partner has to be someone who i met myself not by like you know through some friend intro that kinda thing?also she must first be my real good friend cause only through this way would you be able to know what a perosn your partner turly is and the best part is if your partner in mind truns out not to be the kind that you not are looking for you can atay as friends without any awarkward meetings next time or having a hard time to forget him/her if you just bounce into a relationship straight:) I mean honestly speaking all the " we will still be friends" thing after you are thru just don't seem to work yea i mean think of it if you really want a real clean break off you will more or less need a complete break from like the other half no communication or whatsoever cause if there is still communication well it might just rekindle to old flame and you might or might not just feel that it will be even harder to break off worst case you get back with the old flame and history might just repeat itself. Always set a standard for ture love if you believe that true love is patient is honest and all that other things that you have in mind then check that list of your against the realtionship you are in/was in if it does not match then te answer is there that is NOT true love aye? i mean when you breakoff there is definately a rational reason right? if you still stay incontact and you are the one who wants to stay incontact think that you can just as friends and if you get lucky you might get back together some how then all i can say is you are ont think right. Why? cause one you didn't give yourself enough time to think things thru and what you are doing is just plain foolish. Yea and that is why i'm deciding on just 'sight-seeing ' the trees in the forest/fish in the sea/ birds the sky and not ready to cut down any tree/catch the fish/ catch the bird. you get what i mean right it came form the saying of " there are many more trees in the forest!" (Many more people in the world ) Oh yea and i totally can't stand those people who have fallen into like shit load of realtionships cause when you are in a realtionship believe it or not some of yourself rubs off onto the other half and some of their personality and etc rubs of on you too like just how to bread one with jam and the other with kaya merge together. what happens after you take them apart some of the kaya get on the other side and some of the jam get on the otherside too right? so imagine if that happens for like 2 times ONLY! how much of yourself is there left for you life long partner? that is another thing that i have to look into when i find partner. i know this may sound cheezy and all but yea save your heart for someone thats worth dying for, and don't just give it away cause if you don't you will just get tron apart and never getting what you've been crying for ( love? attention? care? you can actually get that from close friends aye?)