Got screwed even worst then getting screwed by a corkscrew

yup well my results for my prelims are bad well at least for 2 subjects that is like EMATH and EL cause i pretty much got the lowest in class for Emath P1 and my EL just went low,low,low,low. ah how i hate the song LOW now arhhh well i guess i can only blame myself.time to seek help and enclose myself to mug.1 more F-ing month and i will be out 1 more month and it would determine is my 10 years for education would just flow away and go into the drain. hahaha but it also 1more month and everything will take a full 360 change. 1 more month. so i guess i would leave her behind in my thoughts for 1 month or so cause i don't think that it would give me more time to study and clear my tired mind yup anyways she's not even taking O's so yea time to let her rest too:) hahaha well got something to tell everyone haha monday was the best day i had with her for this year so far cause it was just great managed to do so many things with her and got real close to her and well i got to know her better too but all ended when my cable couldn't take it and totally broke down and so she became a mute. hahaha i guess you are pretty confused by now haha or you would acctually know who i am taking about hahaha Oh yea i got a very sweet dream of a person who deals actually quite a huge amount to me and well i just wish that whatever happens inthe dream happens in real life. actually i prayed right after the dream ended that it would happen in real life cause it got cut off when i jumped out of bed and broke the dream for no reason when it was getting sweeter and sweeter ahhhh! but i am still proud to say that i didn't forget how she looked like even after so long:) ahhhh HORMONES. i wonder which one actually made me feel like i am floating and that nothing mattered to me after having that dream hahaha did it even come from a gland. AHhhh teenagers even more complicated then the normal humans