feeling of guilt

hahaha well i just realised that i did a few uber wrong moves these past 2 days. ok first well actually planed to watched like obsessed with Alvin, edwin and winston so all was like set then Justina msg-ed then they were like asking if i wanna join them to like go and celebrate meiting and alvin's birthday then i like oh shit how to tell them? then i called alvin then haha he just woke up then he was like sry ar my mind not clear now i talk to you later hahha. ok then so we decided to go on with the same plan which is to watch Obsessed then cause we didn't want like justina and the rest to feel like we ps them so we decided to say like we can't make it which was like super stupid to do, and cause at the same time we can't possibly ps Ed and Winston so yea and we were on a tight buget so yea but then haha when we decided to go to Kovan to eat dinner we thought that they all went back ready haha then to my surprise haha when i was just about to step into the hawker centre, Stella walked past me and she told me that the rest was like playing pool and haha what an irony haha cause i was like like Cya on msn to stella then she was like i also not going to see you later (or something like that) the... haha we met each other in the end haha. ok then went to the pool place to like say hi and that was when we decided to spill the beans cause it just too stupid to hide it haha thank GOD everyone was cool with it :) haha ok and next THE MOVE WAS EVEN WORST THEN THAT IS THAT I DECIDED TO TAKE UP A FREE TICKET TO HARRY POTTER WHICH IS AT 430 TMR AND GUESS WHAT THE GUYS ARE GOING TO JAM TMR ARHHHHHHH DAMMIT WANTED TO JAM FOR SO LONG AND THEY ALSO PLANNED TO WATCH HARRY POTTER AFTER JAMMING AHHHHHHHHHHD DAM IT AND MOST OF ALL EVERYONE IS GOING ANDWE BROS HAVEN'T BEEN HANGING OUT ALONE FOR A LONG TIME AND EVEN MORE JAM AHHHHHHHHHHH OMG DAMMIT HOW I WISHED THAT I COULD JUST GO LIKE MAYBE THE CINEMA LAST MINUTE DISSAPEAR OR SOMETHING THATN I CAN JOIN THEM :( but i am going to have a long day tmr like physics early in the morning then chinese tutition for listening after that then watch movie...but haha most likely i will be joining my bros for dinner later on in the night so hopefully that will make up for it.i am so sorry bros and guys