Happy new year to all :)
i actually had a dam emo post to post but taking into consideration that it is the first post of 2010 i shall not indulge in digging up the sad-chuan. WELL i'm super tired now like so tired until i'm like too tired to like sleep( epic fail right? ) hahaha yea but guess what this is common for me espically on nights that i spend thinking abt things.(i think ALOT, i think niania knows how (too)much i think) OK on a brighter note :) Countdown chalet was rather fun:) went to swim, watch Tv and Play!!! Furthermore i also count this is a good news for me:) like seriously i'm not trying to be sarcastic or anything here guys :) but YES! i'm happy that more people know abt it :) and i'm more than thankful for you guys keeping this thing to yourselves and not blowing it up:) Also thank you for like all of your support, smiles and advice(S) that you guys gave to me...
yup the wait will be long but hopefully during this wait i will become a MAN! I know that this wait is going to be real painfully for me cause i can only wait,look, feel real jealousy, and not cross the 'line' of good friends and only help you when you come running to me( i can't possibly be hovering around you all the time cause well you will either start to find me irritating or i would actually mislead you!)but chill i have faith in you that you will not do anything foolish:) i'm trying to turn into a man i MUST be responsible:)And most importantly i must first grow in the LORD.
so till the DAY when our 'line' of just good friends truns into the circle around our ring finger :)
Whenever i'm down, the picture of you feeling down would appear in my mind and i would smile in hope that somehow the picture of you would smile cause i'm smiling
Ps: i hope that you don't find my blog, at least not now
