The Changing CHUAN!?

well well .WHOO!! i guess first Merry christmas to all i knmow kinda laggy but have not had the chance to say then Happy New YEAR well i guess 2008 has been a year of UPs and DOWNs for me but all well it has past and real quick for a matter of fact. yea... i know SCHOOL has started and shit i am still in the holiday mood. however no i have been sleeping 2 hours earlier than usual which is at like 2 which is killing me cause of the aftermath in the morning. well quite a few things have been bugging me since 2009 first is that i have been kinda crazy having mood swings and getting high and angry at the wrong time .that is 1 then 2 would be the fact to go to Poly or JC yup although i already have 1 foot into wanting to go to poly the other one is in JC so AHHH so irritated. 3 i am having like second thoughts abt sending the package to Canada to you-konw-who caue like it is like i am running short of time and being real busy recently and the postage would like reach in like 1 week++ so and i am not too sure abt the price so you know what i mean right.4 the thought of playing the bass have poped in my mind over and over agian but just that i do want to reach to the next level in my playing but i am afraid that i might neglect my studies and i sort of have the craving to find a outside band to play with.AHH so like dam is this going to change me? ohh well anyways i have been playing lazer quest like for the recent weeks it is real fun if you guys have not tried it yet it is a must try. AND OUT OF THE BLUE I HAVE THE ON AND OFF URGE TO STUDY LIKE CRAZY BUT I GOES AWAY WHEN I SEE THE BED AND TV.