A SECRET?

well i am not to sure but if you are a real clsoe friend to me you should know this already:) that the secreat is that i have actually never dated anyone before ever that means i have never had girlfriend before:)well it might sound stupid and stuff to people out there now with a partner and you are all like feeling the love all around but when reality smacks you in the face then HAHA you will know that you have just wasted those time with that someone cause if you do homework on how much longer you would have to actually to get enough money to start up a marriage and stuff well it would be a good 10 years or so . so like yea you think that that your relationship would lasts that long? sure that you could resist the temptation to not get a little naughty with your partner and start fondling with each other?the worst would be if you acctually fonded and stuff with your partner and when you break well then it would be even worst ehh? don you think so? sort of got all this thoughts flowing into me mind when i start to think of starting a relatiuonship and when i ask GOD well so now i know it is just not the time for me i guess:) Ohh ya do you guys know the meaning of dating well it is a relationship that is not going to last you till marrige!. the relationship that will last you till marraige is courtship yup get that clear. yup so i think that i will just concentrate on music now and go on improving my self with my 'scandal' with my 'wife' PEAVY(my bass guitar). alright woohhooo feel so much better now after blogging:) so cya